Moaning again

As a human being i just want you to know, that i wanna be heard by someone :") so i just want to write everything down in this page as well ahahha.

This could be a monologue to my ownself 😂 because i dont think that everyone would read all of my thought in this moaning page 😂😂😂 

I like my life, recently.

I think i've never been very grateful before, but i still want more. Its normal for human to want something more for their lives. I have my own job, earn salary then spent it all on myself. But it never enough. 

I do have planning like, take some class in copywriting, academic writing or maybe the biotechnology course to make sure the company that i have incredible skills in molecular biology field. 

But the truth is, i have to support my family financially and it has made me unable to attend a certain class. I dont really spent all of money on myself but on the family :( Sometimes i feel so unfair, when i get my own salary i must spent half of it on my family. I do have my own will, but my family also important.

So here's the thing, i want you to know me more. I may not talking to much in my social media, because i might be overshared and i dont think everyone would like it. When will it be over ?